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Saturday, May 19, 2007
well well.. a mixture of feelings now.. feeling satisfied, unhappy, frustrated, proud.. Contradicting? well i'll explain..
Satisfied + proud.. :
I went to Dragon Boat training yesterday after much persuasion from Hanxiang.. I took up the challenge and decided to push myself.. It was really really terrible.. it was harsh.. pump and crunch, run a round of the school, climb 9 storeys stairs for 3 times(that makes 27 storeys) .. pull up.. i pushed and pushed.. broke down halfway through the training..
They gave a break and everyone rushed towards the tap to drink..(yup it's tap, for washing legs, what do you expect, when you are thirsty, u would even drink mud) .. i walked over, looked at the tap.. and couldnt drink at all.. just stood and stared at the tap.. was breaking down.. hyperventilation.. breathed heavily with tears in my eyes.. controlled.. didnt want to shed any tears.. suddenly Edwin appeared and tried to calm me down.. and the Physical Trainin In Charge came over and talked to me.. talking to me about respect.. that people will respect me through the things i do.. that people will respect me doing this.. and i calmed down..
By the time i was so weak, i couldnt even have the strength to press the tap to drink.. Pathetic? it's true.. i couldnt press the tap.. well.. carried on with summore harsh training and finally they teached rowing.. it took only 5 mins.. and the feeling after training when everyone went into the pool was Great.. Great Great Great.. Really felt a sense of accomplishment.. Really.. Being able to complete the whole training was really a Great accomplishment to me..
So many times.. i wanted to just walk away and go home.. but "Mind over Body" keeps haunting me.. There was once when i told the IC i couldnt tahan.. and he asked me "So how? canot tahan? you want to go home ? or stay?" .. I felt like shouting at his face and say Go Home.. But i dont know what made me say "I'll Stay".. Could be the encouragement from the whole team.. When i couldnt climb the stairs .. how they cheered me on, how they clapped for me when i was the last to reach the level.. Great People =)
Anyway.. Thanks Edwin =) ..
Well i woke up today without the ability to brush my teeth.. whole body was numb.. even now as i'm typing.. i have never felt so physically weak before.. never ever.. i cant take off my shirt.. i cant raise my hand.. i cant get up from bed(I got up today by rolling off the bed) .. Seriously.. hmm..
Well.. Today had a class outing .. sort of.. went to Orchard to look at a road show for FMM e learning.. needa answer the questions about the roadshow.. everything went ok.. Except when the last part where all said wanted to play pool at cine and in the end all went home =.= ..
Reached home and realized that my family had went to Fish and Co without me.. It was to celebrate last week's Mother's Day and it was supposed to be tomorrow.. So why did they go without me? Frustrated and unhappy.. very very.. so what if they dabao crab for me? they know i dun eat crab? haha? it's not about the food man.. How many times do my family get to go out for a meal as a WHOLE family now? like how many times? in the past it happened almost every week.. now.. shit.. mum and dad separated... how many times do i even have a meal with any of my parents now? haha.. practically eating maid's cooking at home at home everyday most of the times alone and sometimes with my bro or sis.. bahhh...
My Body is Aching.. It's telling me it needs the bed..
And poor pig wife is sick too.. takkaire okaes! LOTS OF LOVE! MUACKS! ^^
BYE..
| a simple day. 2:59 pm
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Thursday, May 03, 2007
Finally updating after 3 weeks of school.
It's currently 3.47am now as i begin my update as i've just finished my Life Management Skills(LMS) and Individual and the Community(IAC) homework. It's kinda stupid. Spending so much time on these modules. Well, What do you expect if u wan a GPA of 4.0000 LOL x= ...
By The Way for those who still do not know, i'm currently in Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Tourism & Resort Management(TRM) course.
Orientation was Great. Although the number of boys decreased from 4 on the 1st day to only 2 out of 12 girls =\ . what do you expect. We MAN are the minority in TRM. I'm considered lucky. I have 6 guys in total in my Class TR22. heard that in TR01 or TR02 , they only have 3 guys and like 10 over girls LOL.
School's been Great so far.. Orientation Group was cool. We are Pompeii 8. Class is cool. People in TRM are cool. But expectations are high up you know. It's not from the teachers. It's personal.
Imagine. U sit in the lecture hall thinking u have been doing well by paying attention and taking down afew notes. To your horror you take a look at your neighbour and he managed to transform a piece of white A4 paper to a Black one filled with notes. -.- scary?
Well, i came into the course with the lousiest O level score anyway. The people here are all setting a high standard for themselves. Good or Bad? Maybe this could cause a positive influence in me. hahaha..
Still pondering over which CCA to join. currently in Tennis. but leaving soon i suppose as the coach seriously dampens the whole CCA. i want something with ENERGY, atmosphere. RUGBY? haha. thats my opportunity cost. followed by Inline Skate. Dragonboat's cool, but having to run around the school 2 rounds per training and 100 pumpings for warm ups, it's cool-not.
Lets talk about class.. I'm in TR22. There are only 4 classes for TRM. TR01, TR02, TR21 and TR22. getting along well with the guys in TR21 and TR22. have little chance to be able to interact with 01 and 02 as we are taking some different modules in this semester. Days ago the girls in class just complained about not being bonded. Hahaha... since then we have been using the word "bonding" for every reason.
EG: "eh wan go toilet anot? bonding bonding"
LOL. hilarious. bonding session on monday 10am, actually it's to celebrate the birthday of 2 classmates.
Stressful? It's only 3rd week of school and braincells are depleting tremendously. This is nothing compared to 12 weeks or months later .
I can do it . I WILL DO IT =)
tata~
| a simple day. 7:02 pm
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