Dickson & Michelle

Thursday, April 20, 2006

what a day i had...

1st period we had 2 periods of P.E ... and because i failed my 2.4km run last week, i had to run again until i pass it... found no source of motivation in the beggining as i didnt think i could pass... even though dar kept encouraging me and said that i can do it... haha... finally found it just before the run... i realized that Naim has a timing of 13.31 mins... determined to beat his timing , i did my warm ups and waiting for the whistle to start by Mr Dan Koh...

"PEEP!" ... ROAR~ the crowd of JYians departed from the starting line with ending point in their minds... i boosted my speed at the start with Edwin and saw Ah Boat standing at the gate pretending to usher us to the route we are supposed to run... act only just because he passed with a Great timing -_- ... haha...

Edwin and Andrew ran ahead of me while dear Ivy Advisor and Claudie JieJie came to help pace and egg me on ... hehe... kinda anxious at the start as i got my breathing intervals wrong... my breathing was very uneven and that could lead to easy tireness... thus i tried hard to get it right but still didnt manage to even until the end of the run... haha...

Ivy was reading from her watch and telling me within which time must i reach the end of canal... and Claudia and Ivy kept telling me to streth my legs wider for bigger steps... not long after, Andrew and Edwin faced me again when they turned back... "what speed!" i thought to myself...finally when i got the chop at the half point mark, my body was already giving up... but because of the encouragement from Ivy and Claudia, i continued and continued, until the canal again, i kept screaming "ARR!!" ... haha... really really tried so hard i could faint ... i felt my mind going into a state of nauseaness but still kept on running and on they way back past the canal , i saw dar and the rest walking so i increased my speed to reach dar... haha... but i overexerted and Claudia immediately demanded that i lose speed thus i did so and saw dar and the rest cheering for me including Mindy and Vanee... haha...

Finally, after minutes that felt like eternity, i reached the end of the canal and saw Mr Chuah... and i was abit irritated by the shouts of encouragement by then thus losing my temper... my body was so weak that it controled my mind and made me scream several times... and at the school gate, i was afraid Ivy would tell me to SPRINT thus i said "BU YAO CHAO!" (can be translated as shut up!) ... so sorry Ivy! i was really really in a state of exploding... haha... and Andrew who has already finished the run with Edwin came running beside me and tried to run with me but i was so so so HOT~ i wanted to tell him to go away in case i scream at him but didnt have the energy to do so thus i said "GO!!" ... and Ivy thought i was talking to her and she said "OK GO!!" and she and Claudie sprinted past me... -_- haha... i too started exerting the remaining strength i had left and PERSEVERE AND PERSEVERE AND PERSEVERE AND FINALLY... "ARRH!" I GOT A TAG IN MY HAND!!!

"YEAH!" i thought to myself... FINALLY? I PASSED? ... no i didnt... Edwin came over and reluctantly broke the news to me ... "dont be discouraged... it's only 16 seconds" he said... but actually it was 26.. he got it wrong... "ARGH!" i thought to myself... "DONT DO THIS TO ME" ... but what else could i do? felt so disappointed even though i tried my hardest..... sigh... THANKS ALOT Ivy and Claudia for running with me and sorry for shouting at you all =( ... hehe... thanks to dar , Edwin and Andrew too who was always encouraging me and believed that i could do it... sorry but i failed =( never am i going to try again ... =(

Well.. whats next? it's mother tongue period and we got back our Chinese Test paper... i thought to myself... "If i dont get an A this time... i will give up on chinese once and for all" .... finally , i got back my paper and counted my marks... "53!?!??" ... "I GOT 53?" ... i couldnt believe it and kept checking thoroughly... but the fact remains unchanged... i got 53... the 1st ever time i got less than a B for chinese.... i got a C6 ... 1st time ever... from an A1 grade since sec 1 and 2 and 3, i dropped to B4 and finally C6 now... sigh... so disappointed i slept throughout Chinese lesson... Sigh...

Whats next? there's more... AFTER SCHOOL FINALLY~ i can get home and have a good break from this day i thought... but outside the classroom along the corridor, the 4E2 boys and us were talking and also at the same time holding onto the soccer ball... then when i turned back , i felt something hit my head... the ball just hit my head... i held onto the ball, turned around and asked "who is it?" .. and Clarence was trying to convince me it was an accident... but i wanted revenge and playfully, i threw the ball at him and when it bounced off him, it flew off the edge and dropped down from 3 storeys high.. "OH NO!!" i thought and quickly rush down without second thoughts.. on the way down, due to my anxiety, i accidentally got my slingbag hooked onto the door knob of 5A1 and i broke my slingback's sling ... crap... what luck huh?

When i reached the area where the ball fell to, the ball was gone... i looked up and saw Joel and Edwin ... they said that Mr Lim had taken the ball away.... oh crap ... kept telling the boys not to play to avoid confiscation of the ball yet i caused the confiscation of the 4 day old ball which cost $27 shared by all of us... argh.... went to look for Mr Lim and finally found him after 15minutes... but when i tried to explain to him... he said "I'm Busy dont talk to me now" ... and he walked away without giving me a chance to speak... haix... what luck...

Throughout the bus journey home, i felt so dejected... and dar was trying to cheer me up... best dardar in the world... hehe... always caring and concerned about me... hehe =)

What a Day of Dejection... upset upset and upset...

| a simple day. 8:09 pm
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