Dickson & Michelle

Saturday, August 27, 2005

haiis~ todae mornin raining... sky crying for me bah... the sky dark dark... rain drops keep falling...

Yesterdae didnt attend taf session... morning expected to get caught de... Then saw mr chua walk over wif the taf attendance list ler... den i don look at him... kept thinking "come ler come ler" den he call mayfie, jiahao and keng siang go find dan koh... den i looked up... he walked away ler... didnt catch me and vanee... veri curious lor... den went back to class keng siang say our vanee and my attendance was marked... den we 2 were puzzled lor... who so hao xin mark for us ...?

After tat during P.E nth to do mah... go do chin up... 1 time also cant pull up...still make my hand blister... sigh...

During recess...very angry... go find jenny... sit beside him... realli felt like smacking him... so god damn fed up... he still diao me... den i diam diam lor... nevamind... den leslie go shout at him lor... den his statement so crap... 1 say hit 10 over times... 1 say 27 times... 1 say clar chased him and beat him 100 over times... pls la... wanna fake a statement also fake a better one... fucking shit... cant resist ler... wanna smack him.. but have to wait till investigations over... hais...

Sorry clar... i wasnt there when u needed support... i neglected u and didnt show concern for u... i realli not fit to be your fren... what kind of fren am i... when u are in despair i act as though nth happenned... even on the day u went to court i didnt noe... even when u were given the sentence i didnt noe... now tat u are no longer here ler den i come and worry... sorry clar... sorry...

hais... todae during english + RP ... the 2 guys came in to present on the grace haven... which reminds me of boys home... which reminds me of what a "fren" i haven been... hais... through out the talk i was so uninterested... juz kept lying my head on the table... sigh...do i realli wanna go to grace haven to do CIP now?

Sigh...what kind of fren am i... failure... not fit to be anyone's fren... forget it bah... stop all of your frenships with me now... end it now... i only bring sorrow to "frens" ... and couldnt share any sorrows with them...

Sorry clar... i realli have been a good for nothing "fren" ... i'm not ur fren... Sorry... hope u can forgive me... Take care...

*hais*

Friends share your sorrows - I cause sorrows

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